Friday, February 5, 2010

Things Just Feel Different Somehow?

So yes I know, I've basically dropped off the planet for the month of January. And its true, I've been completely immersed in my gaming fantasy world full of Aion, Vern's Pizza, and fizzy beverages (all of which I didn't indulge in before mind you.) However, full of doubts, anxieties, and frustration, this just gave me a way to forget about it for a month, if you could call that forgetting about it. Maybe I'm rambling, but the moral of my story is I can't just sit around waiting for the life of my dreams to come knocking on my door, and be like hey you!! hop on board, its smooth sailing from here!! Its not gonna happen, well, maybe when elephants fly. But someone made me realize that all my dreams are within my grasp, all I've gotta do is reach out and grab them. No one said it was going to be easy, but they promised it would be worth it! Do you wanna just sit around waiting until you've gotten 1 year older, 5 years older, 10 years older, 50 years older just to realize that you missed out on so much? Or do you want to live life to the fullest every step of the way, and realize that even when you failed at some things, you gained something from everything, so technically there is no such thing as failure, only growth. So I got my ass to the grind, and I cleaned my bedroom at 2am instead of playing computer games, thus, check mark!! I'm on the right path ;)

Love always,
Simone
-xoxo-

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